Shut Down…
Do you really think i intend to have my whole life serve you hand and foot? Although i wouldn’t have had any hesitation if you would have sincerely needed my assistance, this has gone too far. Not only do i feel drained because you use me to get to someone who will not be close to you, yet you do these things with full conviction, and yet full denial, claiming you have done no wrong. What then should i say to the likes of you? Which of my words would you fully grasp? Have i made sense with all my reasoning, with all my reasons spoken til my tongue falls limply, dry and exhausted from my unheard words?
He does not want you, no matter how you look at it. He will not throw away the love he has so affectionately preserved for a fleeting moment with you. If truly you love him, then let him be!
i have talked to you, and yet you say nothing. reasoned with you, yet all the doubts planted have benefitted you not. In the final hope before surrendering you to nothingness, of wistful ignorance of your melancholic state, i hereby admittedly, aloud, proclaim my stand. And that stand is that i will not be involved, directly or indirectly concerning the relationships of supposed husband and supposed wives of our community.
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she was deaf, she was blind… she was soaring high, but forgotten the thread was short… till the end of the last inches, she dint know what to do… she let herself fall slowly, yet too slowly… realizing there was no net underneath, she cowered, frantically searching for something to hold on… she saw there was none, she was left on her own… the night she came crashing down, it was the hardest fall… she had to leave, leave for a while to mend back her broken spirit… no one to blame but herself, she knew that was the reality…