all’s well ends well.

it’s been a long three weeks and i must say i’m glad to have gone through it. yes, yes, at that time i would have sold my body to be done with it. but in retrospect it was well worth it.

it wasn’t just the exams and studying. rather the nurturing and training i received whilst in that difficult period…

initially i wanted to be tough and disciplined. i know that is my weakness. discipline, so i thought i’ll make it a pet project as well. so i fasted. and i set a strict regime in which i would be spending time praying and studying equally. i made all the arrangements to keep myself from distractions. but i realised that i wasn’t making progress. i ended up more distracted and further from my goals and objectives.

so on my knees, i begged. God i don’t want to fail this, please. somehow, it became a worship session, and all i can remember was, i was immersed in His presence. and it was wonderful! a bit fuzzy, but i remember, there were a lot of things i needed to first settle before i just delve into my "regime".

to condense my long three weeks of experience, i got a lot more than i bargained for during my study break. it’s a whole new experience knowing how to use God’s word to work out your blessings and authority.even without the grade i think it was a splendid experience (no, not taking for granted, i luv that i passed!) just knowing, and realizing what i am and the potential i have in Christ.

wow…. anyways the long story is much too strenuous for my overtried brain to remember… but over some dim sum… (waiting for an offer - hint hint). till then… cheerio!

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