down syndrome.
when everything seems down. no no no, not having an emotional crisis. just wondering why, when shit falls, it is always diarrhoea.
trouble with the phone, trouble with a friend, trouble here trouble there. and when does this all happen? at the crucial point of my medical student career. when i sit for my first professional exam. i can’t for the life of me, figure out why the season is just full of mind challenging battles. and none have a straightforward answer. the scarier part is that i probably have a higher chance of getting good grades in my exams than to pass through all these "rainy days". sigh…
when life throws you lemons, you dodge! they bruise, you know!
all i really want is for all this to come one at a time. sure, wanna give me hell? why don’t we schedule an appointment? let’s say, two months from now… see, then things get an even distribution throughout the year. makes so much more sense that way. why clump it all together? poor psychiatrists have such a hard time deciding which problem triggered what neurosis (and sometimes, psychosis too) as it is, all in one bang. imagine how simple life would be when everything had its own time and space…
having said that of course, i realise that i would not for all the money in the world, want to face problem days without any rest in between. it is probably just what i am feeling now and hence, conveying to you. sigh…
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my classmate has a tshirt that says “when life hands u a lemon, stuff it in your bra”
Geez Gene! I’m sure u dun mean that – appointments?!! Hahah…imagine down down all d way. Life is full of UPS & DOWNS…a +ve & a –ve. Every down moment has a hidden grace, I’m sure u’ll agree with that. And those moments brings out the best in us =)
When we are down, believing this too will pass, and the BEST will eventually come our way is what sustains us – the faith! If He brings us there…He will take us thru it.
A fren’s shout out says: “When God answers ur prayers - he’s renewing ur faith, when he delays answering it - he’s teaching u patience, when he doesn’t – he knows u can handle it perfectly well yourself”…so keep up the faith, and all will be well.
Anyway, just to share…I had crises at the beginning of my sem7 study break too – among them ‘the great Seremban water crisis’ & my equipments breaking down all at the same time!