need i be ashamed?

September 24th, 2005

need i be ashamed anymore? need i hide, or run away? what if one day, i can’t run and i can’t hide, will i be able to cope then?

right from the start, i never wanted to evade ppl. i wanted to tell people what happened, right or wrong. yet, always my stumbling block would haf the final say. and tonight, i realise, it’s still not over. not even close. not even family? sigh…