July 30th, 2005

thought i’d write a funny rhyme or two

cos of the mood i’m in, the mood of funny things to do

the diamond and cats, scoliosis and mao mao too

all sorts of song collections - old and new…

choon seng and vj doin  bear paw scratches

boren staring at his new garden grass patches

fatahna is ms blur and eric a sponge

but all in all a really great bunch.

kenneth and pharmaco, chee yong damn funny

tziq talking bout eggs that are runny

pui is our stressed out slave driver

mee ling knows everything bout the liver!

and that’s all - that’s that

would be reading soon the cat in the hat

this group is fun

and now i’m officially done!

ciao!

Triad?

July 28th, 2005

three’s a crowd? nah… it’s company alright… i lurve my two accomplices… ad n diamond… hehehe… it’s weird. i never thought i’d survive semester 6, and especially not this batch, cos i just dun fit in. and now… i dun wanna be anywhere else! thank God for u fellas… i dunno why i’m so soppy now, but since i’m in this mood… Bwaaah! i lurve u guys… group A in surgery now ROX!! :)

i luv our quirky batch… we are so fun and yet we’re not really stupid ( just a lil too lazy and comfy i guess…) i’m sure once we buck up we’d be the best group yet… :)

and lastly, i dun think i’m a nerd. i’m just passionate bout medicine. it’s like i never really thought about other occupations because i know this is how i am destined to end up. so there. i think i’ll just stop here for now. wanna write more but the sentiments are getting to me… :) nah it’s just that… i’ll write some philosophy next… so keeping this light and easy…

ciaoz peeps… luv ya… esp the good fellas who read this… hehehe…

btw if u know anyone with a peugeot in tasik mewah condo, pls tell him i said he’s cute… hehehe…

initiation insomnia…

July 26th, 2005

finally getting the PC in my room. unfortunately the streamyx or router or principal PC (like as i know the meaning to all these jargon! hehehe just mention it to act cool…) went screwy so no online business until that is fixed. sigh… sadness of life…

anyway, i’ve got insomnia. i dun think it’s anxiety or stress related but i can’t think of any other differential… hehehe, need to see a shrink…

so much stress, think i’ll start writing… inspire me to do some good soul searching and journalling and turn it into creative works of art. at least i’m good for that. if i do it u’ll see it up… :)

cheers!

skin skin, square knot square knot square knot… cut!

July 18th, 2005

suturing is so fun!i totally enjoy it.. ok i know u ppl would think me a sadist and all but it’s just so… indescribable! exhillirating joy bursting through my being just thinking of it. i luv surgery… can’t think of anything else i wanna do in life… for now anyways… got a blogspot.com but as usual i need time to collect my thoughts and actually begin something… probably wanna do a blog on vanora. good idea huh? to u geniuses and creative minds out there, pour in your ideas k? hugz! c ya!

Theme Song for this year… Hagiazo…

July 16th, 2005

i am a child of God

the risen Lord lives in me

to come before your throne

gotta be purified, sanctified.

for You are holy

and holiness is all You deserve

need to be holy

living blameless in Your eyes in everything

Father i Luv You

wanna be Hagiazo - Sanctified.

finally here… “Inside Me”

July 16th, 2005

pieces of me are changing

into the unknown

i know i can’t describe it

because i’ve lost control.

so won’t you change me?

empty away this different side of me you see

help me recognise all of the things i’ve been

tear away the pieces that have plagued my soul

inside me.

this bleeding inside me worsens

tho it’s been here all day

i close my eyes and pray it will release me

but nothing’s changed.

so won’t you change me?

empty away this different side of me you see

help me recognise all of the things i’ve been

tear away the pieces that have plagued my soul

inside me.

i can’t wait for the end

when i’m picture perfect and i’m whole again

i can’t wait for the end

when i smile because i can.

mirror o mirror find me

all that i used to be

open the door to my memories

to a time when i was free.

FantasticFourRocks!

July 14th, 2005

the human torch rocks! i think i will just snowboard with the guy too… anyone knows his name… my goodness can drool away…
anyway i think i m getting stress sickness… low grade fever aggravated by work, body aches, maintenance insomnia…. sigh, this is bad…
anyways gtg…lazy to write more…

Ms. Genevieve, Paediatric Surgeon

July 12th, 2005

guess what? i now know of my goal in life, everyone address me rightly ok? :P suregery is a fun posting when u are focused on it, unfortunately i have so many other things to juggle it’s draining my life away. sigh…

you see, i got research to do on the neonatal outcomes of premature deliveries, then there is this camp coming up for our IMU fellas, which i’m involved in… then there is the stress of booking rooms, calling lecturers and what nots… and then, to top it all off, THERE IS NO WATER IN S’BAN!!!!!

but no worries, i’m not in depression or any anxiety disorder. i think i really like this posting and enjoy studying. everything is so organized and neat! :) watch out world, i’m coming! hehehe….

ok gotta get ready for class… i’m presenting and i need to organise my notes. ciao!

dun worry i still remember i need to put up the song… just chill everybody… in due time… who knows a new one might pop up too! :)

Case Summaries… WHY???

July 7th, 2005

RIght now i’m doing my case summaries in the library. it’s a complete waste of a good night, but i’m NOT gonna bring my work home (ie PJ, since Seremban can hardly be called home). my fingers are ready to drop off now, it’s completely pale and rigid so typing seems an eternal chore. however, i am still glad to do this thingy lar… it’s fun!

oh yes, and peeps who are waiting for my song, i’m so sorry i completely forgot to bring it out… but i’ll definitely put it up. know that the longer you wait the better it’ll sound… hopefully lar… hehehe

ok cyaz… ciao!

Back in PJ - Happy Family!

July 1st, 2005

Guess what? i’m HOME!!! Yes it just feels fantastic. I wonder how i endured Seremban. Well i guess when there’s something good to look forward to, it passes off so easily.

Since Thurs my elder bro came back from S’pore. I seriously can’t remember when was the last time he did come back, but i know it’s definitely been ages. Was so excited, when he smsed "the eagle has landed", ie he’s reached M’sia, i was bouncing in my seat, and wasn’t really listening to the meeting goin on! Anyway, he was supposed to pick me up from IMU Bukit Jalil (i registered for the "Managing Women’s Health" conference!) but he got lost! Wow, first time ever I’ve ever heard of him getting lost… i tell you, S’pore is changing him! :P

Oh ya… I went to an obscure part of PD (actually closer to M’ca), to check this place out with my frens. It is unbelievable. You know if at all we go there for our IMU camp, wow! I’ll paste up loadsa pics so u can "wow!" with me too! :)

Vanora is really growing up… Sigh it seems only yesterday when she was a lil bundle who just luvd being cuddled no matter how hot it was… now she’s walking and talking… wow… everytime i see her, she looks different. it’s amazing how kids grow up so fast…

ok that’s it for now.. actually got lotsa hot steamy stuff, but that will hafta wait. otherwise i won’t be blogging enough on the account i dun haf anything more to write about! :) but before i check out, i actually wrote a song a few days ago. just felt like it. and was singing it even tho i had this terrible sore throat… will put it up when i’m back in S’ban ok?

Ciaoz Peeps!!